you don't need all the things they promised to you

Hey.

Busy day.

I had work all morning. There really wasn’t anyone to talk to, just this one old lady who thought it would be cool to tell me what to do. Not. But I got out at noon, then had to book it over to Bac-Bac. Got to sing for that which went well, so I’m told. It was all nice and echo-y in the church, so it was fun. Then Alex and I went over to Josh’s graduation party…

Which depressed me because… ohhh I don’t know. I don’t know what I was expecting, but it just really seems like he doesn’t want to hang out with me anymore. I’m going to just talk to him and see what he wants to do, if anything. It’s annoying because everyone else is so annoyed by him. But he’s really a good kid. I don’t know… my head feels like it’s bleeding.

Then after the party Alex and I went to Dunkin’ Donuts and hung out just talking for like an hour and a half. It was really fun and we’re gonna go again tomorrow.

I just really feel like complaining right now, but my head feels so fuzzy that I can’t even think straight. I neeed sooooo muuuucch sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppp.

I just really miss hanging out with Josh… I don’t really know if he feels the same way. Frusturating. I wrote him on myspace, but he never writes back. Ever.

I have things to do. Goodnight.

*long sigh*