Sunday, May 27, 2007

you're shouting so loud you barely joyous, broken thing

Sooo…

What’s new…

I have a job now. It’s kinda nice to know I’ll be getting money in the mail someday. I’m working at the same Rite Aid Tanya works at in Winthrop. Everyone in there is really nice, but some of the managers scare me with their insensitive ways. I always have the feeling that I’m doing something really, really wrong or that they’re going to be like “You’re a total idiot, please leave” or something like that. Iiii don’t know. Hopefully all works out well. I’ve worked three times. The people whose names I remember are:

Danielle. I met her the first day. She seems really nice, but the second time I worked with her she didn’t really talk to me much. I think I may have weirded her out the first day. Whaaatever.

Buddy. Super nice manager dude. Very friendly and helpful. I wish he was the only mananger there, but I can’t have everything it seems.

Deb. One of the other managers. The first day of work, she told me that what I was wearing was totally inappropriate. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Pam. Flat affect manager who smokes like crazy. She always seems to be out smoking when I need her to take money out of my register. Annoying.

And finally, Ben. He’s right up there with buddy. I feel kind of bad because I’m always asking him how to do stuff. Very talkative and friendly. He has a facebook and I’m really tempted to try and add him as a friend, but I don’t know how appropriate that would be at this time. The first day I met him, he said my voice was familiar and I kept feeling like I’d seen him somewhere too but neither of us could figure out how we know each other. I was like “Maybe we knew each other in another life” which launched him into an Ehrin-esque discussion of the existence of souls. Yesssssss!!

There were three other people I met the first day but I don’t remember their names.

So what else is new….

Still haven’t hung out with Josh. Barely have even talked to him since prom. I keep hearing that he’s all “Oh it’s so obvious she likes me” which has caused me to back off and scare him for a bit. Keep him guessing. I am not so easily won.

I sort of thought he would call today. Nope.

Told Ryan I knew about him and Sarah thinking about going out next year. I guess he’s having second thoughts though interestingly enough. I really don’t care what they do to be quite honest. I think it would be nice if Sarah could have a good boyfriend like him. Whatever I guess… I think he’s gotten to see a bit of the side of Sarah that I only see. He seemed to feel obligated to tell me that he used to like me but that it was “only an infatuation… but a nice one.” Thank you for that purposeless data. Just what I needed.

Senior skip day was Friday!! It was a ton of fun. Danielle, Allison, Alyssa and I all went to Popham, and then the shops at Wiscasset. We visited Daddy’s shop and he bought us all ice cream which was really nice of him. I wish he could be cool like that all the time.

Well it’s 1:30 and I’m going to church with Alex in the morning. I will def. be churched out by the time the week is up.

Goodnight love.

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