Wow I don't really know what to say...
Ceased caring about Josh. Good plan I'd say. That way if he never does call me (an act I no longer feel the need to carry out) I won't care.
Highlighted my hair blonde in a fit of menstrual je ne sais quoi and was subsequently forced to re-dye it brown. It looks pretty cool now, a very light brown with some still, quite noticeable highlights. I really rather regret doing it, but in the same sense I'm glad I did it because.... hahah I don't know. I'm proud of me for acting on impulse for once. Wait... that's all I ever do.............
Anyway...
Went to Matt's birthday party on Saturday. That was pretty cool. It was kind of awkward because it was mostly his family there and... well for part of it I kind of felt like I wasn't fitting in well at all. We went out to eat at a mexican restaurant in Waterville and then came back to Matt's house and watched Milo and Otis. Everything from the ride home on went fine. I really like hanging out with Matt and Colby mostly because I really feel like I can be my awkwardly weird self around them and not feel like I have to hold much back. Of course they probably think I'm freaking weird, but I feel the same way about them most of the time so it all evens out.
I don't know... just really fun.
I really need to work on getting my life (and by life I mean room) together. Seriously it's getting soooo rediculus. I can't even walk without stepping on something. Tomorrow..... is another day.
And I have to open, soooo... goodnight.
*kisses!*
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