Thanksgiving!! Yay!
Which means I'm home for the first time in forever. Woots to that.
Things are kinda wierd here. There was a big fight and... long story short, mum plans on divorcing dad after christmas. Wich is teh sux if you ask me. I mean... it's clearly been a long time coming, but... shit, I don't wanna move.
But mum deserves to be happy for a change. And he does bring kind of a stressfulaura into the house. THAT I can do without.
K so... Donnie and I are official. Everything's going pretty well I think. So far. He keeps saying he's having "girl drama." Apparently a bunch of girls are like coming forward with feelings they have for him and he's dating me, soooo... they lose, obviously. One of them happens to be Nadia. Big freakin' surprise. Buut, Donnie keeps saying he only likes me, and I really have no choice but to believe him.
I just wish I knew for real what's going on with that situation. And I hate that I secretly don't believe him. It's not like I have a reason not to. It's not like I've been lied to profusely by boys in the past. And honestly, there's really nothing he could do that would make me believe him, this is just me being crazy and jealous for no apparent reason.
It's just that I wonder if he would be happier with one of them instead of me. I guess that's my main issue, like I'm not (fill in the blank) enough. He's all talking about how he said Nadia should get piercings and she did. How effing lame is that?
Maybe I should talk to Amith about it... ehh. naah. That would look really bad.
Man, I wish he were here now. I believe this is the first time I've been away from a boyfriend and actually missed him. Weird. Could Amanda be growing a heart?
Well I'm either growing a heart or losing my mind. Probably both.