The drinks start pourin' and my speech starts slurrin, everybody start lookin' real good

I have become addicted to staying up wayyyyy past my bedtime to do stupid stuff like update blogs…

But…

Things have been going crazy amazing/gung ho on the ryan front. We are now having >1 hr long phone conversations…!!!! It’s crazy! And our phone convos are just like the online convos (with all the randomness), except… different. And by different I mean I don’t have as much time to think about what I’m saying so I feel like I come across as kind of stupid… but that could be just me.

And I have a secret… Which is probably not much of a secret come to think of it…

{the boy has a crazy hott voice.}

That’s right. H-o-DOUBLE-t. We are talkin’ male super model caliber here. Which, while completely dazzling to listen to, makes me feel just a tad bit intimidated. But it’s gotten less and less so as time progresses (and I get more used to hearing it.)

But it’s like midnight and I am ready to pass out… But not before saying that I’ve probably spent more than two hours talking to Ryan just tonight, and he’s calling me tomorrow…!!! Which means I should think of things to say now… so I’m not searching while on the phone. But anyway… I don’t think I’ll remember any of the last five minutes in the morning.

GOOOODDDDNNNIIIIGGGHHHTTTTT!!!!!!

♥ ze kitten de smitten

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I want you waiting in the wings

Hey.

This is going to be short cuz I’m sleepy. And sick. And sleepy.

Went and visited Sarah today. That was pretty fun. Erica was supposed to come too, but she went home sick halfway through the day so it was just Celeste, Jen and I. We made muffins and looked at pictures and… it was pretty fun. But weird because I talk to Sarah a lot on the phone so her being back wasn’t weird at all. It was almost like she had never left. But we found out that Jen is going to be around for New Years which is not something we look forward to. Her and Josh will no doubt be joined at the hip the whole time (and doubtless a few other places too) so we decided that we may need to sit them both down and have a talk with them. We also wonder when Matt is coming home.

I really need to boogey down and write that church newsletter. No more stalling. Time to get to work!

We’re going to the mall on Sunday. I am HAPPYYYYYYYPYPYPYPY!!! I haven’t been to the mall in…. forever.

Still writing Ryan, although I feel like I’m running out of topics… Gotta work on that too…

Well, I basically have no voice now, and can’t breath out my right nair, so I’d say it’s time for beddy bye.

Tout mon amour.

That’s all she wrote.

is my time wasting well?

Bonsoir

Well, as predicted, I didn’t hang out with Matt on Sunday. And the more I think about it, the more I hate that kid. Really wouldn’t mind never ever ever ever ever ever ever having to see him again. Would not ruin my day, my week, my month or even my year. I saw him yesterday and he’s like “We didn’t hang out!” and all this crap like why he didn’t call me and I’m like “I am the only LeFurgy in the phone book. ” And he goes… “you’re in the phone book?” COULD HE BE ANY MORE STUPID??? THE ANSWER IS NO.

Been talking to Ryan lots. And lots. It’s fun, coz… I don’t know, I just really like talking to him. We write twice and three times a day, sheets and sheets (tee hee!) We were doing the comment thing, but they just kept getting longer and longer so we switched to messaging, which is going swimmingly I must say. It’s given me yet another thing to look forward to when going to college. Yaaaaaayyy! I am sort of getting the vibe that he thinks he’s like more mature and older than me, when we’re the same age. Maybe I’m imagining…

But seriously, it’s been a huge mood boost.

I’m friends with Ross on myspace now. I left him a comment a while ago, but he didn’t say anything back. I don’t think he’s much of a commenteur, but that’s cool, I’m used to it.

*Sniff*

Anyhoo, he’s def. not sexually neutral come to find out.

Yaaaaa…aaaaaa…aayyy!

It snowed today. A ton. Bah humbug! Well, I wouldn’t mind if I could run right out and snowmobile, but there’s not really enough snow yet to do anything in and it’s supposed to melt within the next few days. Meh. As long as there’s just some for Christmas, I’d be okay with not having any. Oh… fdshaiofdsamfdklsa….whatever.

I have a sneaking suspicion that Sarah is worried about how much I am talking to Ryan. Hehehehhehehe!!! She left this comment on his myspace and was like “I dreamed you and Amanda were going out! It was a world gone mad!” Hah! But because he didn’t reply and left me a comment that said “Did you see that comment Sarah left me? Good stuff!” on my myspace, she thinks he’s mad. And come to find out, he was talking about it with some other girl down there, which I find pretty funny. Plus, I’m in his top 8 which made me super excited/speechless for a good 5 minutes.

Oh happy happy days.

C’est tout elle a ecrit

{more lovin’ than you’ll ever use}