Ahhhhhh! What a lovely day!
Simply
Wonderful…
Well, as you may have guessed, I went on that … idk, date I guess… w/ Matt and… I just had the best time. It was sooo nice. Just hanging out… burning my tounge on a caramel macchiato… chyeah. Pretty much heaven. He is so lovely. And and and… I’m just really happy right now. Cuz I don’t have to go to school tomorrow.
I love everything.
Except the other matt.
Can’t say as I love him. As much anyway.
And I’m pretty positive the feeling’s mutual. Which is fine by me. I’m sick of trying to be friends with him anymore. It’s sad, but it’s just too much trouble with not enough return. He pretty much doesn’t even acknowledge my existence. Real Christian, right?
Whatever. He pretty much couldn’t ruin my happiness right now if he wanted to.
I’m just that happy.
And we’re hanging out again sometime (hopefully.) Maybe after Pizzazz is over with.
Tomorrow, I’m going with Nana and Papa to a college open house. Tons o’ fun fo’ shizzle. But that means I get to sleep all the way down, which makes me quite excited, cuz me and sleep have definitely not been seeing enough of each other. I wonder if there will be a pool? I doubt it, but I’ll prolly bring a swimsuit just in case there is. Even though I won’t have time most likely. Whatever… But I’m gonna take tons of video footage and I’m going to write a story on it for the newspaper, so hopefully I’ll have a few articles getting into the paper. Hopefully.
And darlin’, darlin’ stand by me. Oh, stand by me. Just as long as you stand, stand by me.
And that’s all she wrote.
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Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Je suis une Kitten de Pissed
Welllllll….
Yeah, about that whole uh… date…thing…whatever… with Matt I was supposed to go on on Saturday? Chyea, well that never happened.
So here’s the story.
So I get home from church, anxiously awaiting the call, and when it finally comes, I’m like all pumped and YAAAYY! But then he calls back, cuz he was trying to find a ride and I guess he couldn’t, or he wasn’t home or whatever. We were gonna go to the movies, but I guess he’s not a big fan and there really wasn’t anything good playing, so I suggested we just go to Barnes & noble and hang out and he seemed to be cool w/ that. Then he calls back again and he still can’t find a ride apparently (he got his license taken away, but I guess he gets it back today. I really don’t want to know why he lost it….) so he’s like, let’s just hang out Sunday. And I was like, whatever.
So Sunday rolls around and he doesn’t call me until like 7:30 at night, so I was pretty much a pissed kitten. I carried the phone around ALL DAY like a woman on crack, cuz I didn’t want mum answering it. I even took it in the shower for Cripes sake! So we decided to hang out on Wed. but I’m still not sure what we’ll be doing or anything… gaaah! Men.
Yeah and He found out about Matt, cuz Andrea was like “I know somebody who likes you” And I was just like “…..really?” (he laughed at that) and she was like “He wants to get to know you.” And I was like “Your’e talking about matt right?” and she’s like yep. And then he’s like “matt who?” Which kinda surprised me, cuz I didn’t think he’d really care too much, but whateves. Then he was all talking to me and that really hasn’t been happening much lately. I wish he liked me like Matt does. I’d feel safer going out w/ him. I don’t know why, he’s like way more angry.
I’m just really sick of angry people. Suck it up. Just suck it up. We all KNOOOW life’s a beach aredy. Just go w/ it.
And that would be all she wrote.
xxx
Yeah, about that whole uh… date…thing…whatever… with Matt I was supposed to go on on Saturday? Chyea, well that never happened.
So here’s the story.
So I get home from church, anxiously awaiting the call, and when it finally comes, I’m like all pumped and YAAAYY! But then he calls back, cuz he was trying to find a ride and I guess he couldn’t, or he wasn’t home or whatever. We were gonna go to the movies, but I guess he’s not a big fan and there really wasn’t anything good playing, so I suggested we just go to Barnes & noble and hang out and he seemed to be cool w/ that. Then he calls back again and he still can’t find a ride apparently (he got his license taken away, but I guess he gets it back today. I really don’t want to know why he lost it….) so he’s like, let’s just hang out Sunday. And I was like, whatever.
So Sunday rolls around and he doesn’t call me until like 7:30 at night, so I was pretty much a pissed kitten. I carried the phone around ALL DAY like a woman on crack, cuz I didn’t want mum answering it. I even took it in the shower for Cripes sake! So we decided to hang out on Wed. but I’m still not sure what we’ll be doing or anything… gaaah! Men.
Yeah and He found out about Matt, cuz Andrea was like “I know somebody who likes you” And I was just like “…..really?” (he laughed at that) and she was like “He wants to get to know you.” And I was like “Your’e talking about matt right?” and she’s like yep. And then he’s like “matt who?” Which kinda surprised me, cuz I didn’t think he’d really care too much, but whateves. Then he was all talking to me and that really hasn’t been happening much lately. I wish he liked me like Matt does. I’d feel safer going out w/ him. I don’t know why, he’s like way more angry.
I’m just really sick of angry people. Suck it up. Just suck it up. We all KNOOOW life’s a beach aredy. Just go w/ it.
And that would be all she wrote.
xxx
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Thaaanks! Hey, nice outfit!
HOOOOLLLYYY CRAAAAPPPP!!!
What a DAY!!
What a WEEK actually.
Ahem…
Ok, so we had Lit Fest last night and I sang for it and now everyone’s like “OMG you are such a good singer” and stuff and I always feel like I should compliment them back, but I just end up saying just “thaaanks” cuz I just don’t know what else to say. Last night I thought of just saying “I like your outfit” or something to like take the pressure off of me. Everyone’s like “why don’t you sing more?” I sing all I freakin’ can! I don’t know what they expect; do they think I’m gonna pull an Andrea and just sing in the hallways? I’m not exactly like that. But anyhoo, lit fest went well, even though I started too high, so I was barely reaching the notes, but everyone seemed to like it well enough, so it’s all good.
Now for the EXCITING and UNSUSPECTED part: today.
So I’m just casually walking out of math class like I normally do on B days and Brandi, this girl I talk to in my chorus class comes out of nowhere and is like “I need to talk to you!” And I’m just like “Woah, Ok.”
So she goes on to tell me how she was hanging out avec him #2 and I guess he was talking about me and how much he liked me and what a good singer I was and even how he’d give up smoking for me and how he was asking if I’d ever look twice at him and I was just pretty much in TOTAL SHOCK! So she’s like “We need to hang out sometime” so I gave her my number and she said we’d talk tomorrow. So I’m all thrilled and don’t even care THAT much that him 1 doesn’t even really talk to me.
Then, I’m leaving school and I run into Brandi again and she told me she told him about it and he was all excited, so then she asked me when I wanted to hang out and I was just like “I dunno” so she said we’d talk tomorrow, so I just left.
THEN, like right after I got home, she calls me and is like “What are you doing tonight?” and I had kinda planned on getting caught up on some projects I had going and then she’s like “Do you wanna go to a party Saturday night?” and I was kinda like, freaked out a little cuz to me party screams pot and beer, but I was like “Um Ok.” So then she’s like “Wanna talk to Matt?” and I was like “Suuuuuure” and so he comes on *swooooon* and is like “We should hang out sometime” and I’m like “Yeah we should” so already long story a few lines short, I guess we’re gonna talk about it tomorrow in Chorus.
So half of me is really excited about hanging out with him and the other half is freaked out about the “party” thing. But I’ll just bring my car and leave if it gets too hard core. It’ll be a good test of my, um… Temptation resisting…skills.
And the all-important question that I will be worrying about right up until I leave for said party?
What the hell am I going to wear?!?
aaannndd…
that’s all she wrote.
xxx
What a DAY!!
What a WEEK actually.
Ahem…
Ok, so we had Lit Fest last night and I sang for it and now everyone’s like “OMG you are such a good singer” and stuff and I always feel like I should compliment them back, but I just end up saying just “thaaanks” cuz I just don’t know what else to say. Last night I thought of just saying “I like your outfit” or something to like take the pressure off of me. Everyone’s like “why don’t you sing more?” I sing all I freakin’ can! I don’t know what they expect; do they think I’m gonna pull an Andrea and just sing in the hallways? I’m not exactly like that. But anyhoo, lit fest went well, even though I started too high, so I was barely reaching the notes, but everyone seemed to like it well enough, so it’s all good.
Now for the EXCITING and UNSUSPECTED part: today.
So I’m just casually walking out of math class like I normally do on B days and Brandi, this girl I talk to in my chorus class comes out of nowhere and is like “I need to talk to you!” And I’m just like “Woah, Ok.”
So she goes on to tell me how she was hanging out avec him #2 and I guess he was talking about me and how much he liked me and what a good singer I was and even how he’d give up smoking for me and how he was asking if I’d ever look twice at him and I was just pretty much in TOTAL SHOCK! So she’s like “We need to hang out sometime” so I gave her my number and she said we’d talk tomorrow. So I’m all thrilled and don’t even care THAT much that him 1 doesn’t even really talk to me.
Then, I’m leaving school and I run into Brandi again and she told me she told him about it and he was all excited, so then she asked me when I wanted to hang out and I was just like “I dunno” so she said we’d talk tomorrow, so I just left.
THEN, like right after I got home, she calls me and is like “What are you doing tonight?” and I had kinda planned on getting caught up on some projects I had going and then she’s like “Do you wanna go to a party Saturday night?” and I was kinda like, freaked out a little cuz to me party screams pot and beer, but I was like “Um Ok.” So then she’s like “Wanna talk to Matt?” and I was like “Suuuuuure” and so he comes on *swooooon* and is like “We should hang out sometime” and I’m like “Yeah we should” so already long story a few lines short, I guess we’re gonna talk about it tomorrow in Chorus.
So half of me is really excited about hanging out with him and the other half is freaked out about the “party” thing. But I’ll just bring my car and leave if it gets too hard core. It’ll be a good test of my, um… Temptation resisting…skills.
And the all-important question that I will be worrying about right up until I leave for said party?
What the hell am I going to wear?!?
aaannndd…
that’s all she wrote.
xxx
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
I'm siiiinging randomlllyyyyy, I'm siiiinging randomlyyyyy
hey.
Not much happening lately, and by not much I mean ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
Well, I exaggerate, there has been some stuff going on, but ya know, it’s not really the sort of thing I would really love to be going on.
Some guy from Southern took Sarah and I out to dinner at Olive Garden to talk to us about the college n stuff. He (obviously) was a recruiter. I guess he found out about us through Pastor Farley’s wife, cuz I guess Jason (the recruiter) is staying at her daughter’s house, so the daughter and the son-in-law also were there. The son in law (Trevor I think his name was) was reaaaallllyy cute and funny and he looked surprisingly young to be the principal of a school (you heard me.) And there were also these two guys from the school Trevor works at. They were kinda boring and not very cute, but Trevor and Jason made up for it (Jason was also cute in an older guy sorta way.) So that was a fun and semi-informative evening of Italian food. Sooo yeah.
I have a lot of singing type stuff going on at the high school this month. It’s pretty frikkin amazing. I’m singing for lit fest, probably Pizzazz (The list of people who made the auditions comes out tomorrow), and I’m really hoping I get the solo for the chorus concert. I sang the song I’m singing for lit fest the other day and I guess Mr. Klofas told everyone about it and so today like all my teachers wanted to hear me sing it. I was supposed to sing it in English, but HE was in there and so I was a little embarrassed even though he’s already heard me sing.
Not much has been happening there lately, but that’s ok cuz I think I’m about done liking him. I haven’t like talked to him at all this week, well I did Monday, but there’s like nothing to say anymore for some reason. It’s really weird. My theory on it is that we both like(d) each other, but were unsure if the other one felt the same, so nothing happened. It’s really quite sad, but that, I’m afraid, is life in a nutshell.
Anyways I’ve moved on to him #2, so life is good! Ran into him (literally) in the hall today. ‘Twas a nice experience. I’ve only talked to him once and that was the time he asked me to be in his band, and that’s pretty much the last I heard of him. But oh well, there’s still time I guess.
And that’s all she wrote.
xxx
Not much happening lately, and by not much I mean ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
Well, I exaggerate, there has been some stuff going on, but ya know, it’s not really the sort of thing I would really love to be going on.
Some guy from Southern took Sarah and I out to dinner at Olive Garden to talk to us about the college n stuff. He (obviously) was a recruiter. I guess he found out about us through Pastor Farley’s wife, cuz I guess Jason (the recruiter) is staying at her daughter’s house, so the daughter and the son-in-law also were there. The son in law (Trevor I think his name was) was reaaaallllyy cute and funny and he looked surprisingly young to be the principal of a school (you heard me.) And there were also these two guys from the school Trevor works at. They were kinda boring and not very cute, but Trevor and Jason made up for it (Jason was also cute in an older guy sorta way.) So that was a fun and semi-informative evening of Italian food. Sooo yeah.
I have a lot of singing type stuff going on at the high school this month. It’s pretty frikkin amazing. I’m singing for lit fest, probably Pizzazz (The list of people who made the auditions comes out tomorrow), and I’m really hoping I get the solo for the chorus concert. I sang the song I’m singing for lit fest the other day and I guess Mr. Klofas told everyone about it and so today like all my teachers wanted to hear me sing it. I was supposed to sing it in English, but HE was in there and so I was a little embarrassed even though he’s already heard me sing.
Not much has been happening there lately, but that’s ok cuz I think I’m about done liking him. I haven’t like talked to him at all this week, well I did Monday, but there’s like nothing to say anymore for some reason. It’s really weird. My theory on it is that we both like(d) each other, but were unsure if the other one felt the same, so nothing happened. It’s really quite sad, but that, I’m afraid, is life in a nutshell.
Anyways I’ve moved on to him #2, so life is good! Ran into him (literally) in the hall today. ‘Twas a nice experience. I’ve only talked to him once and that was the time he asked me to be in his band, and that’s pretty much the last I heard of him. But oh well, there’s still time I guess.
And that’s all she wrote.
xxx
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