I've been reaching for the stars with you, honey

Hey!

Well… I’m graduated! It’s weird, I don’t feel different at all. In fact, it doesn’t even feel like summer even. Which is pretty annoying.

Went to Project Grad. I really wish I’d written about this closer to when it happened, but… whatever.

So… here’s how it went down… well the interesting bits anyway.

So we’ve been at P.G. for quite a while (it’s about… ooohh… 3:30 ish in the morning) and I’m hanging out at the bouncy jousting thing that was there and Josh saunters over and is like “So you wanna go watch a movie or something?” And I’m like “Sure.” We get about five feet from my crowd and he’s like “And by watch a movie I mean find somewhere to snuggle.” I’m thinking “Duuuh!” (Sheesh I feel like a valley girl or something… meh)

Couple minuites later, we came back to the jousting place (everyone else had gone) and we’re just snuggling or whatever the hell. I’m like half asleep, and since I’m not experienced in the field of making out, I’m just kind of using him as a giant pillow. Josh starts playing with his phone, so I’m like “Bored?” and he goes “Yeah.”

Sweet! Huge… erm… confidence boost or whatever.

Anyway, Leigh is leaping around like a lemur on steroids, so Josh and I ended up going over to the other bouncy thing for further cuddling. But there were a ton of his friends there, which was awkward ish. So that went on for a while. And then, a while into it, we ended up kissing. Twice.

Yep. Lost my kissing virginity. WOoo HoooOO.

It was weird though. I sort of thought it would be more scary or something, but there really wasn’t much to it.

Haven’t seen him in forever. It makes me really sad. I sent him a facebook comment (yeah got Facebook and I have one thing to say. Myspace pwns it.) but haven’t heard back. I wish I knew more… but I don’t.

If he doesn’t call within like… a week and a half… I’ll call.

It makes me sad, but at the same time, this is pretty much what I wanted. But not really, I did kind of want to hang out with him more than I am (which is not at all at the moment.) It was really hard trying to nail him down even when we were seeing each other every day at school. Whatever.

I HATE working so much. It really sucks. The managers are making me want to just throw a huge fit.

Ben and I are friends on Facebook. He is just too cool for words. Absolutely too cool.

RAAAAWWWRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*cry*

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