Wednesday, May 09, 2007

one last tender lie and then I'm outta this place

Hmmm…

Well, let’s see.

Prom is this weekend and I’ve hung out with Josh a total of one times. That day at Dennis’.

I was supposed to get together with him today, but I missed his call at noon. I don’t really know why I’m upset. Probably because I thought I was gonna be all busy but never was in reality. Grrrr.

Did the solo last night. It sucked kinda, but that was to be expected, and I did the best I could with what I have, sooo… screw you.

It is SO NICE OOOUUUUTTT!!! Happiness!!

Finally talked to Todd last night via AIM. It was nice. I’m really frustrated by the conflicting stories I keep getting from people. He was saying how Sarah gets upset that I talk to people down there and says stuff like that I’m trying to steal her friends or whatever, and that Ryan is all “yeah, Amanda’s crazy, she’s never met me and is in love with me.” Lies. All lies. But I have to remember that Todd and Ryan are not exactly the best of friends, and from what I hear Sarah say, Todd can be a bit of a suck up.

SPEAKING of Sarah, I guess her and Ryan are going to be going out when they get back to Southern this fall, or something to that effect. Would have been nice for her to tell me that A LOONG TIME AGO. Actually I wish she would have told me she liked him when she actually started to like him.

You know what?? I really don’t like any of them at the moment.

I cracked up though, because one of my myspace pictures is a picture that Ryan edited. It’s me in black n white with apple green eyes. Pretty sweet. Last night, Todd took the same picture but gave me purple eyes. And it’s not in black n white. HAH. Oh man I lost it.

Why can’t everyone give up and be one-faced? {I include myself in that lot for the record}

Have a nice life

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