HAPPY 100th POST!! WOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!
hahah. That only took three years.
Well good day so far.
Jeez it felt all like I had all these options for stuff to do tonight, but it's starting to feel more and more like I don't. Everybody is doing things on Sabbath that I don't want to do and it makes it awkward for me and it's pretty depressing too. Coz Donnie was all "We're going into town, you can come if you want" And I thought he meant tonight but he ended up leaving at three or something while I was mid-nap. Then Justin from drawing class called and asked me if I wanted to go to the art museum with people (probably freshman) today or tomorrow and I said I could do it tomorrow after work (eeek! I hope I have time to do my flyerrrr!!) Then Donnie called and asked me if I wanted to go shopping er whatever and I have no idea how long he's going to be gone for. Hopefully not all night coz there may or may not be a movie at poplar 7. And if not, I'm don't know if I wanna go contra dancing, so hopefully Donnie's around to do something with. I'd kinda like to go see a movie, but I'm def. not going alone. And Other Sarah is gone this weekend, so... yea. But I don't know if she'd want to go or not anymore. Meh.
So you can kinda see why I'm feeling like I don't have options even though I do. Rar. Whatever. I should probably just stay home and do homework. IRJEOITJEUSEIJRIEJT*$(%)U#()IOEWU$*()HEFNIODTH$ no. I don't wanna waste Saturday night like that. It's bad enough that Sundays are more or less down the drain.
Got a cute little silk dress yesterday at Fossil. Very Atonement looking. I need to have a Victoria's Secret spree here soon. My underwears situation is feeling kind of abysmal. I'm needing to do laundry a lot more often than I ususally do. I should probably just go to walmart and buy some filler underware. But.... ehh I'll just wait till Sharon sends me a care package. I think she said something about a vickie's gift certificate. I secretly want a pair of those blinged out sweatpants they have there. I don't have many things that scream "Material Girl" so maybe one......
oh shoot. Jen is having a meltdown. uh ohs.
well I guess she's ok... I wish she wouldn't make friends with shallow people. It's kind of unhealthy for her I think.
So anyway. I've changed my stance on the Ralph... er Lauren... issue. I really need to be fair with her, and I certainly haven't been. I think in order for Josh not to completely hate me, and ultimately so that I can be ok with myself, I need to be accepting of her and at least attempt to get to know her. Because if they ARE meant to be, then... yea I dunno.
At any rate, they're coming up to stay at Southern in two weekends, so... I'm really excited to see Josh anyway. That'll be cool. I've been having withdrawls kinda haha.
RAAAR I wish I knew what the crap's going on tonight. I want to start making plaaaans. I feel weird calling Sarah again. I just called her an hour ago to find out what she's doing and she's like "Well there's talk of watching the movie. And there's talk of contra dancing. And then there's talk of doing something else." And I'm just like..... shoot me now.
Whatever. Maybe I AM supposed to stick around and do homework. *sigh* How lame.
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