you'll burn in hell for your sins

Welp!
I am dating Michael.

It's going well so far. I'm like giddy-happy around him, which is nice. I wish he would relax, he always seems so nervous to me. There's really no need, I'm the last person to be nervous around. We held hands tonight for the first time... well unless you count dancing, where hand-holding is an unavoidable necessity. hahaha aaaanyway.

It's not quiiiite how I imagined, but I'm not sure exactly what it was I imagined in the first place anyway, so... yeah.

I don't know if I'm a gentleman's lady. I somehow doubt it.

But I'm still happy, so as far as I'm concerned, that's all that matters.

Maybe I'm somehow being uptight too, just in a different sort of way.


Amanda LeFurgy: making boys nervous from day one.



I went to get career councelling. It went kind of bad at first because I may have said that I have feelings of worthlessness and that I sometimes think about hurting myself and I have self-image issues. That did not start us out on the right foot. But I sort of felt that my problems needed attention from SOMEONE, so... yeah.

A little overdramatic? Maybe

Anyhoo, he said Journalism was right for me. Kind of dissappointing, but... not at the same time, so that's good. I guess?

I'm hungry. And have nothing to eat. And need to stop talking to Ehren and go to SLEEP.

Goodnight
♥