you're pulling out the best in me, yeah, which never, ever comes

Yay I have the room to myself for the WHOLE WEEKEND!!!

IMAGINE THE POSSIBILITIES!!

mostly, I've just been going around in my unda-pants. Something I miss doing strangely enough.

It's still a pigstye in here. I was going to clean, I started to clean, but she is still messy. Possibly worse than before... somehow.

Went to vespers with Michael. That was fun, but vespers gets over at kind of an awkward time. There's still the whole evening to blow and nothing really to do except to get love tips from Dr. Bietz....hhhhhhhhhhhhha. So I ended up going and hanging out with Sarah and her friends. They seem pretty cool. A couple of them used to be (possibly still are) into drugs, so, par usuale, that made things exciting.... somehow.

Walked RIGHT BY Ryan on the stairs tonight and I was all "ryanmoore" and nothing. He was talking to someone but he could have at least given me a nod or something. I texted him a few hours ago but I haven't heard back. So THAT kind of pissed me off.

Might go dancing again tomorrow. Woohooo?

And sunday, I'm supposed to go to Michael's sister's house to eat. So that should be fun.

Hahah I'm a mobster in Sonrise. That starts tuesday and I really hope it doesn't eat up my time too much. Because we all know how much I love to do homework. Or at least how long it takes me to do. Ha rumph.

Jen and I had a heart-to-heart about boys the other day. I love those kinds of conversations. It started with me asking her if I should go out with Michael and ended with us talking about how much sex might hurt the first time. Which as I think about it is not that much of a stretch.

Tired.
bed.
no makeup removal.
Still miss everything.
Still confused.
Still frusturated.
Still mad at myself for... everything.
bed.
goodnight.
♥