and the stains coming from my blood tell me "go back home"

You cannot even BEGIN to know what kind of day I’ve had.

It’s been an absolutely amazing day disguised as a not so amazing day.

Ok…

Firs thing, I get into art class and I find out some interesting things about my boat painting. {I did this watercolor of some boats earlier this year and they got put in the showcase outside the office.} I didn’t really know what had become of it after that, but Mrs. Herr-Reins told me that it had been put in the superintendent’s office up the street from the school. Not only was it living there, someone had seen it and WANTS TO BUY IT!! They wanna pay real money to have it in their house! I was so thrilled. So then I asked Mrs. Herr-Reins what I should ask for it. She goes “I wouldn’t ask for anything less than fifty dollars.” Yeah I was even more excited after that. I decided that I want seventy five because she said nothing under fifty or over 100. I thought seventy five seemed about right. Hahaha I’m so excited!!!

Then John touched my hair which just sort of perked me up before I had to go take an English test. It was actually more of a petting thing, but it was nice. I’m doing a duet with him for Pizazz hopefully, if I get the music in time and if I can ever get in touch with him. Lalalala.

And THEN this other amazing thing happened to me earlier this week. I have to do sort of a flashback for the rest of this to make sense. Actually I just really wanna do a flashback.

SO…

I’m on Myspace and I get this message from someone called “Half price hero” (which I immediately assume is a band. I am not wrong.) It says “Hey I saw you on my friend’s top eight and I just thought I’d say hi.” So I go to his myspace, coz I figure this is just some weirdo, but I go to his myspace and Sarah is his number one friend! I was in total shock. And he had other people on his top that I recognized as friends of Sarah’s. So I figured he was safe, so I responded to his message. We started talking and today, we talked on AIM for a really, really long time. He sent me like 3 pictures of himself that he just randomly took {for me} with his camera phone coz all his myspace pics were old. He is lovely to behold. His name is Todd:

He left me some amazing picture comments. He seems really spiritual too which is always a major plus. He’s like “I pray for you now.” It made me feel really special. It always does when people tell me they’re praying for me but especially if it’s a guy.

Been talking to Colby too. I’m trying really hard to get him to come to bowling with us this weekend. Sarah’s gonna be there, so if they both could be there, it would be really cool and fun and everything! He won’t give me a straight answer he’s just like I don’t know. It’s annoying.

I am just an incredibly happy camper tonight. I’ve had that smiling picture of him in my head all evening which has put a smile on my face.

Oh and I have two goldfish now. Lola and Edward. They are both beautiful, and absolutely adorable.

Really, really happy. And there’s gonna be a snow day tomorrow! Which is just icing on the cake. Totally and completely.

I love... everything. So much.

happyme

xxxxxxxxxxxxx {all over your face}