you suddenly complete me, you suddenly complete me

I can't freakin' believe it!!

One more day of finals and I'm done! WOOOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOOO!!! AAAGGG I am so done with school! For now anyway...

Unfortunately I'm sticking around here for another month to work with the lovely and talented VM people. Score!.........not. Well, it means about twelve hundred dollars more than I had before and that's easily like... three times what I made last summer. In a month. So I figure it will be worth it.

I'm staying in a room with Sarah in an apartment with a bunch of other girls who seem pretty cool so far. I think it's gonna be a good time. No curfew, total freedom, sleeping in..... it's gonna be awesome.

Although I'm gonna miss the living daylights out of a certain someone...

I think I've come to accept the level of attachment I have for Donnie finally. I figure the whole point of having a relationship is to be at least somewhat attached to the other person. I hate that I have to try and justify my feelings all the time. That seems like what I've been doing from day one; trying to justify feelings. Or dismiss seemingly unjustified feelings.

I think WAY too much. I believe that is the general consensus of this whole blog.

Anyway, we'll hopefully get to hang out at least a few times this summer. And I'm planning on getting a higher quality webcam too. One with a speaker and one that I don't have to tape to the computer. I want to go visit his family and stuff too at some point. I guess Chris wants me to go to Massachusetts to play music with him and whoever else he can get to be a part of this band apparatus, so maybe I can visit Donnie at the same time.

Mum's all like "Does Chris really not have feelings for you anymore?" I figure it doesn't matter, coz I certainly don't. Ahhhh whatever.

It's really quite hard to come up with blog material when I'm not in a bad mood. I've come to the conclusion that I only write when I'm angsty. hahaha. whatever, its not like anyone actually reads this crap anway.

Donnie's been in kind of a bad mood lately and it makes me sad, especially since these are our last days together before summer starts. He's got really bad allergies and things have been quite off-kilter with his family, so I can't blame him. I hate it when I can't help people feel better, especially him.

I haven't packed a thing.... AKKKKK!!

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