Monday, April 07, 2008

let us die young or let us live forever

oh... wow.

Well... I am for REAL not a kissing virgin anymore.

that was so bizarre. Nothing like I expected.

A lot wetter. Definitely.

...

Such wierd things went through my mind...

our stomachs touching

"I promised myself I wouldn't break away as soon this time"

5 o'clock shadow on my cheek

our lips are nesting

like the movies

everything's going so fast

am I doing this right?

was that tounge? Or teeth? Both?!

He says something.... sounds are muffled

I can get the door on my own... Really, I'm capable.

wiping spit off my mouth when he's out of sight.

What. Just. Happened.


Why do I feel so unexcited? Where was the rush? Why do I still feel like I have saliva on my face?


WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY??

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