Oh man, finally thanksgiving break! Aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!
I am actually really frustrated right now. And I really hate to admit the reason for this frustration. I don’t want to even say it. On top of all that, it’s really stupid and pathetic and not even worth using bandwidth (or… whatever) for.
Matt wasn’t at school for the two days of school that we’ve had this week.
And…
I really missed him.
This is bad.
Very…. Very bad.
I kept thinking he was suspended or expelled or something, but he probably just skipped. I mean, who wouldn’t, given the chance? But even that bothers me coz I keep thinking he’s skipping because he doesn’t want to see me for some reason.
See? It’s ridiculously silly. The only reason I’m writing this down is to try and get it out of my system. I wish I could believe that nothing’s going to happen because it’s not. IT’S NOOTTT!! Not that I don’t want it to (and incidentally not that I do,) it’s just that I don’t really think he likes me enough to make anything happen. Ooooohhh it’s sooo annoying!!!
I’m friends with one of Sarah’s college friends on Myspace. Apparently he likes her, but she’s not really into him. His name is Ryan. I think I freak him out a little, but it’s cool I guess. I think I mostly asked him to be my friend as a joke, and hopefully he realizes that, but I don’t really want to straight up tell him that. I may have to though later on. hahahahahahahahahaha……hahahahahah…..hahaha.
I’m thinking about getting this haircut sans fake snow:
There’s this place in Hallowell called The Lux that I’m going to try hopefully this weekend sometime. Maybe even tomorrow. I hope it’s not a mistake…
Well, I’m smelling gorgeous food and I want to partake.
&<33 Amanda
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