Well it’s back to being a pissed kitten for me.
Great.
He was supposed to call me today (and by “he” I mean Matt) and it’s almost seven and still nothing. We just missed a call which could have been him, but I have my serious doubts. I don’t know what the hell’s going on. If he doesn’t want to hang out with me he could just not say he was going to call. I kinda don’t like clinging to the phone like I do when I’m expecting a call from him. It SUCKS!
If this is going to be some kind of regular thing, then I don’t know what I’m going to do.
I sort of want to confront him about it, but I don’t want to make it sound like I don’t like him or something. This is like more trouble than liking Mike. But at least I actually talk to Matt.
The reason I know he was supposed to call me today was cuz I talked to him this morning. I was like “I need to get your number” and he’s like “Yeah I’ll call you tonight.” So now I’m wondering if… wow I really just don’t know. This is a major pain. Brandy keeps telling me he really likes me and stuff, but you’d think if he really liked me he’d actually put in the effort and CALL MEEEE. And does he not want me calling him? Is that the deal? I don’t really need this crap. I’ve been through like twice my share of emotional BS this year, and I sort of thought this would be a break, but… Idk. I need to stop complaining.
I’m only complaining cuz I like him so much. Otherwise I wouldn’t care. I’d probably be happy.
Zis iss all she wrote.
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