Mid-semester break.... is so sweet.
I'm at Sarah's house in Florida right now. It is so nice. And relaxing. And really fun.
People here are really really obsessed with cooking. Like... wow I dunno. I'm like "Let's order pizza!" And everyone else is like "Let's make a five course meal! JOY UNBOUNDED!!"
It's cool though. It's not that I don't like cooking, it's just that I've kind of gotten used to eating right away and not really waiting for food to happen. It's pretty sad actually, so this is a good thing.
I was sooo stressed out about getting down here in one piece. I am really not a fan of driving and whatever, so I switched with Laura and Sarah which was really good. Sarah kind of scared me at first drivingwise, but she's easily as good a driver as I am. Zeke ended up coming with us too, which is fine, but it meant we left at 4:30 and got here at like... midnight. Which sucked quite a lot. I'm REALLY going to make sure we leave at a decent time on Sunday. Like... before noon hopefully.
I can't believe it's already Friday. WAAAAHHHH.
Donnie went to California... Jealousssssss.
Man, I feel like he's playing me so bad lately. I hate it.
I think really far into things. I hate that too. I do that and then I take everything to mean something when it probably doesn't. ugh. rar. and other exclamations of anger.
I sort of feel like I shouldn't hang out with him anymore since it's causing me so much internal strife. But if I didn't have that, I'd probably be depressed too, so I think I'd rather hang out with him than not. Not like we really do much of that anymore. I think we hang out like.... once a week? I see him about every day though. At tennis and at lunch if I'm lucky. And then, that chick is always there. I think I make her a tad nervous though, so... props to me I guess.
RAAATTERJIOFGJERUJIEUHFEFJEJRF I was supposed to somehow avoid all this angst by NOT dating him. But now I sort of want to. But sort of not at the same time. I think I'd rather try dating him than not.
IDONT"KNOWWWWW
And I miss Josh. A lot. I really want to know how the whole trip went... I wonder if that's what Sarah called me about earlier.... hmm I probably should have called her back. I'll call tonight I guess.
I think about really lame stuff. SOO much more to life than boys. Like..... art. Yes.
Oh I went on a pseudo-date with Justin. MAN that was weird. I really didn't want it to be a date (and it wasn't) but I could tell he wanted it to be. He tried to buy me a notebook and possibly coffee, but guys buying me stuff weirds me out as it is, much less one I don't have any intention whatsoever of dating. He's cool and everything, he just reminds me waaayyy too much of Leigh pushard from high school.
I am so shallow. It's sad.
anyway, I guess i should probably stop typing and be social or something. *sigh* More freakin' cooking. hahah.
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