laugh it all off in your face

Ello all.

Well, it’s been quite a nice vacation so far. Not a very productive one yet, but…..SOOOO relaxing.

Hung out with Mike the other day. That was fun and random. We went all around the Augusta. We ran into Rob and Anya which was cool I guess. A little awkward. But that’s ok. The whole thing was fun. Really low stress. I hope it happens again.

And then today I was hoping to get some actual work done on the bazillion papers I have to write, but I had to take Celeste into town. I had zero money and had to go through Old Navy when they have all their super cute spring clothes. I suffered physical pain. It was bad. It’s crazy what that store does to me sometimes. But only in the spring. Any other time it’s just like “…..ehh.” But in the spring… I don’t know. It’s amazing. Celeste picked up some sweater thing and I actually said “It’s too warm for that.” I didn’t just think it, I said it. It’s like 20 degrees out. Maybe.

hahahah.

And tonight I went to Red Robin with some friends and had an absolutely lovely time.

Not to be vain or anything, but I love that last sentence.

Ryan wrote last night. He’s like “You’ve been quiet… too quiet. Is something wrong?” It made me really sad for some reason. A weird happy sad. Happy because he cares that I haven’t been talking to him regularly, and sad that… I couldn’t tell him that I feel like we’ve run out of things to talk about. Maybe we haven’t, maybe I’m just imagining. I told him about how I have to pay ($50) the phone bill we rang up. I’m not telling him how much it was, and maybe he’s had the same thing too. Dunno. But he’s all “Sarah’s mad at me” and he said he kind of knew what it was about, but then there was a typo in his message, so I got all confused. Whatever though. I think she’s mad about the cologne. She chewed me out about it big time, which I thought was hilarious. He liked it, he thanked me a bunch for it, and I don’t care if it’s creepy. I don’t think he thought it was. Whatever, I couldn’t care less.

I've been propositioning people to do Pizazz with me all evening. I haven't heard back from the people, but soon... I will. I just realized I didn't tell John that I can't do it on Friday...oops. Oh well. I've been practicing "It don't mean a thing (if it ain't got that swing)" a ton. So much that I've been getting the little scat segments really really firmly stuck in my head. Which, of course, was the idea.

I think I’m going to try and be useful for… ooh a half hour.

{haha. not}

Goodbye loves.

♥