with words I thought I'd never speak

Hahahaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh………….oooooohhhhhhhdear.

Well… Ok.

So we’re all over to my house on Saturday and Ryan calls me. (can you spell aakward?)

We’re just randomly talking. (par usual) {about his little excursion to taco bell and my new laptop if you must know} [oh yeah, I got a new laptop. I would be pretty excited if I could get it to go on the internet…] And I guess it was a brilliant idea of Josh’s to listen in on our convo. And nobody tried to stop him. And I knew it the whole time I’m trying to carry on a sane conversation with Ryan. It was really bad. Beyond belief.

So he finally hangs up and I let people know I was mad that they were doing it, and I get hollered at. As IF I’d ever listen in to Sarah and Ryan talking. Of course Sarah brought up how we listened in to Erica. But that was different. That whole conversation was staged.

Then Sarah thinks I’m mad at Josh. Ummm… not really.

But… there’s nothing I can think of to do.

Then after that happened, she left a comment on his myspace telling him that I bitched Josh out. CUUUUUUTTEEE.

I am not going to miss her when she leaves.

Much.

If she wouldn’t bring him up so much, there wouldn’t be such a problem. When he’s not the issue, then everything’s fine. It’s always this way when there’s a guy involved.

If she had told me she liked him in the first place, I wouldn’t have added him as a friend in the first place.

Oh wow, this is SO NOT even worth discussing at this point.

I have homework. And school tomorrow. And hopefully a letter from Ryan waiting…

And that’s all she wrote.

XXXxxxxx*tear*xxxxxxXXX